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Beautiful Torture

by Roya

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In the oceans of my mind
Feelings find a place to hide
Only to be recovered after all

Reaching out a hand
All I hold is grains of sand
Floating away, were they there at all

It's beautiful torture to stand next to you
It's beautiful torture, I don't want it to be through
I wrap my heart within my fist
Keep myself from feeling this
Beautiful torture

Though I'd wish for more
That's not what I'm fighting for
And I knew that would be how it is

For eternity
Acting like nothing bothers me
Burying the feelings in the mist

It's beautiful torture to stand next to you
It's beautiful torture, I don't want it to be through
I wrap my heart within my fist
Keep myself from feeling this
Beautiful torture

It's beautiful torture to stand next to you
It's beautiful torture, I don't want it to be through
I wrap my heart within my fist
Keep myself from feeling this
Beautiful torture

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released June 24, 2021
Vocals and guitar- Roya Hellbender
Keyboard- Mark Nesser
Written by Roya Hellbender
Recorded and produced by Mark Nesser

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Roya Portland, Oregon

It took stepping back from playing in already established bands for Roya to realize that there were more melodies in her mind than books on her shelf (meaning a lot).
Fueled by bizarre dreams and complex emotions, Roya is finally bringing catchy tunes to the world.
Follow her on Instagram @royahellbendermusic
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